Sometimes I wonder if my whole life will pass by this way: me waiting in the shadows, waiting for something to happen. Waiting for someone else to make it happen. Something new or different or crazy and amazing. I‘ve been there for so long, letting everyone else figure it out for me, floating along without much direction or conscious thought. Reacting.
— Sarah Ockler
Monday, January 25, 2016
7:26 PM
Today is Monday and I am exhausted.
My body clock and sunlight woke me up early so I showered, watched the rest of Reply 1988 and folded the clothes.
I didn't eat breakfast because I wanted to save my stomach for yumcha at 12pm with my grandparents. I finished the drama, which had so many feels - I cried a few times hahaha.

Yumcha was okay. I didn't stuff myself as planned and was full after about 2 dumplings and 1 piece of radish cake. I drank a lot of tea though. The two hours there was mostly spent playing on my phone. I beat some people on Piano Tiles2, but I still suck.

My limbs are aching from outdoor laser tag yesterday. It was so dirty but somewhat fun - because I somehow managed to get 22kills during one of the rounds. It was a total workout though. I was sweating and dehydrated. Today, my left forearm aches, as do my thighs.. so hard to bend down and walk down stairs.

I watched the latest episode of Madame Antoine, and tried to watch 'Remember' but it's boring. I can't be bothered watching dramas anymore so I am blogging and listening to Jay Chou.
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Thursday, January 21, 2016
10:25 PM
Hello world!

Just some updates. Work is back to normal. I have been pretty lazy lately but I still am doing well in my sales. I have to improve my communication skills because I can be very confusing which is zzz. The other day a lady said she wanted me to help her on Monday but unfortunately I don't work on Mondays so that was sad. It's always nice when people seem happy with your service LOL

Also my friends are finally back from their holidays and we have been hanging out a lot. On Saturday I drove to Berwick from my house (taking David with me, as he is now a full license and can supervise my driving LOL). We had yakitori at Bryan's which was SO YUMMY! The yakitori grill is awesome! We also toasted marshmallows on it which was good :)

Sunday
On Sunday we went on a spontaneous trip to brunch.. and dinner. I was in the car with Yinnie picking up Peri when Michael asked me if I wanted to go to brunch. He said he'd pick me up in 30minutes at 11.45AM and I said okay. I forgot that we had to take Peri home and get back to own house so I was counting down how many minutes of showering I could get.. we got home at 11.43AM. TWO MINUTES OF SHOWER YAY! ... Except he was already outside my house waiting LOL

I rushed into barely waving hi to him, pulled my clothes off jumped into the shower, washed my hair, dried my body, threw on some clothes, quickly did my makeup, put everything in my bag, and we were only 15 minutes late! I somehow always manage to be disorganised when someone is picking me up. I always make them wait at least 5 minutes LOL

Anyway, we had brunch at BAWA which was delicious (BAWA also regrammed one of my instagram photos! I am very proud of my photos LOL). I also lent my 35mm Nikkor lens to Meg, and she brought it out as well! She likes it a lot which is good :) Then we went to Happy Eyes and Meg got her eyes tested and got some new sunglasses.

We headed back towards the city and had some icecream at Billy Van Creamy pop-up store. We all got the macadamia and honey icecream which was SO GOOD. Pua decided to go for the watermelon without even tasting the macadamia one, and he was kicking himself for not getting it IT WAS SO FUNNY LOL

After that, we chilled and chatted in the park about shitting our pants and other retarded things. For dinner we ate at St. Clouds which is some white people Vietnamese eatery. It was actually pretty yummy. I liked the chicken wings, and also the pork thing. The rice was not fresh though or did they just not put enough water? It was a bit dry. The Vietnamese coffee was strange as well because they put all the condensed milk at the bottom, so you have to use your straw to keep stirring.

I was filled. I thought the day was over but it wasn't. We went to Michael's house to hang out. We watched some movie trailers, and then decided to watch Now You See Me because the 2nd movie is coming out this year, and Meg hasn't seen the first one. David and I watched that movie on our first movie date LOL that's over 2 years ago, so I can barely remember what happens LOL It's still so good though even watching it the second time.

After chilling for a bit we went home, because David had work the next day.

Monday
Monday I just chill at home. I caught up with some dramas, and folded some clothes. After dinner we went to Michael's house again. My other friends who had come back from HK in the morning were crazy enough to come home from HK at 6AM, rest for the day, and then head to Michael's house to play at 8PM. ARE YOU GUYS NOT TIRED????

Anyway, we stayed for quite a while, until like 1AM. I was dead tired.

Tuesday
Friends hung out again. I went to work. ARE THEY SERIOUSLY NOT TIRED?
After work they came to Frankston. I walked from work to the beach for the first time. It's only a 15 minute walk away. I waited. We met up and played Piano Tiles 2 at the beach and ate fruit - we are crazy. Dinner was had at Sofia. I ate too much.

We walked along the pier and enjoyed the view for a bit. Then we headed back home. I was going to drive home but a combination of tummy ache/tiredness/scared stopped me.

Anyway, it's Thursday today and I'm still exhausted. My body feels tired and weak which is shit. Also other worries include: WHAT THE FUCK AM I DOING WITH MY LIFE, HOW CAN I BE A BETTER GIRLFRIEND/FRIEND/SISTER/DAUGHTER, HOW CAN I MAKE MY INSTAGRAM NOT ALL JUST FOOD, WHEN CAN I GET BETTER AT DRAWING, HOW CAN I IMPROVE MY RELATIONSHIP, WHEN CAN I START MY DREAM, WHEN CAN I GET RICH

OH, and I am also watch the best drama EVER CHEESE IN THE TRAP!!!!! I actually die every episode, and I am SO HAPPY that Meg is watching it with me too!!! I finally have someone to talk to about dramas. David never fkn watches drama with me, although he is watching Reply88 (I love talking to him about the drama :)))))))))

Anyway, I just die at the perfection that is Park Hae Jin and Seo Kang Joon. My heart, eyes, brain literally cannot handle so much beauty in one screen. I always cry about not being able to date celebrities even though I have my own boyfriend. Is that selfish? LOLOL I hope David doesn't get upset by it.

Oh well, even if I cannot date them, I feel that I have somewhat dated them by living vicariously through the dramas HAHAHAHAHA Anyway, I'm tired as fk.

NIGHT!

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